"She gave birth yesterday, and you're the parents of a boy," said the caseworker from the adoption agency. Kay's prayers were answered. She and her husband, Mitch, were elated knowing they would soon be holding their son.
Within a few years, they adopted a baby girl and a boy. They thought they had the perfect family.
When Stephen, their first son, was eight years old, Kay and Mitch divorced. Stephen began having angry outbursts of anger and changed from a happy youngster to an irritable, withdrawn teenager over the next few years. In high school, he would remain in his room for hours when his small group of friends did not include him in their activities. "I don't care what they do," he told Kay. She knew that he felt rejected, but she had no idea how deeply his friends' rejection was reinforcing his feeling of not being wanted. He developed an attitude that people were not important in his life.
Lucy, the daughter, was also exploding over minor issues. Her anger was directed toward herself and Kay. After numerous attempts of encouraging Stephen and Lucy to tell her what was going on, Kay finally decided that they were just going through the normal turbulent teenage years.
While Stephen was in college, Kay pleaded with him not to be so isolated and asked him why he did not want to socialize. Stephen quickly said, "I have a low self-esteem."
After Lucy married and found her birth mother, her relationship with Kay declined even further. She and Stephen seldom communicate.
If you are contemplating adoption, you now have information regarding the grief that every adopted child may experience.
Adoption is a blessing from the Lord, and you can be joyous with the child that the Lord places in your home. Open adoption gives children the opportunity to know their birth family and genetic background. With your prayers, wisdom and counsel, your child can accept whom he or she is and be secure in your love and the love of the Lord.
Barbara Taylor Blomquist, Insight Into Adoption (Springfield, Ill.: Charles C. Thomas Publisher, 2001).